IF

If you could see inside of me
The beautiful mess I happen to be
If you could feel the pain wrapped up tight
Bottled up it serves me right


If you could hear the rhythm that my heart sings to
Makes the smile that could break a heart in two
If you could smell the fear that my eyes hide
In the dark holds them open wide


If you could taste my disaster
Passion with a hint of laughter
If I was lonely
If only

<3 ASH